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Obsession du Jour: 24

by Holiday on 07/23/2007

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Lately, I have acted like an incorrigible slut and abandoned myself to debauched behavior with a half-dozen strange men.

The other day, at mid-morning, I headed for the train station and was in the Shinjuku neighborhood of Tokyo within 80 minutes. Like moth-to-flame, I walked south along Shinjuku-Doro, turned left at a now familiar Western-styled restaurant, and proceeded immediately to 24 Kaikan. This time, I remained in the gay sauna all afternoon.

For an early weekend afternoon, there were plenty of clients, and so I cruised the two main floors to appraise the usual perversity and capitalize on any opportunity. Yet for at least the first hour, nothing happened in my favor. On the fourth floor, in the unlit connecting rooms of bunk beds and ground-level mattresses, there were the usual sounds of a man slurping cock, a man pounding ass – and the accompanying moans of both approval and outright ecstasy. Some sounds are universal and transcend language barriers straight away.

I returned to the Mist Room, my favored locale on the third floor, a place where men pop in-and-out constantly, as if disappointed that someone else has staked out the territory. The unasked questions are always who is going to top, and who is going to bottom?

This time, when I entered the room, a younger Japanese male was present in a skimpy towel around his waist, already in reclining posture opposite the seating area. I knew what he wanted. When I sat across from him and he didn’t move away, I knew what was going to happen next. He touched me with his left leg to beckon me toward him. To underscore his intent, he removed his towel and exposed his hard cock. He was very well endowed – perhaps seven inches, and it was shameless how quickly I succumbed. I went down on him with pleasure. When a scene starts other men enter the room, like a scent drifted under the doorway luring the curious and the depraved. One man stayed and jerked off.

Although I worked my lips lavishly over my candidate’s cock, he really wanted me to kiss and lick his balls while he jerked off. So, I did, as he motioned for me to alternately switch and focus on his cock – as he virtually jerked off. After initially spurting hot cum into my mouth, he pulled his cock away and fully climaxed on his abdomen. He seemed happy. The third party, standing next to us with his throbbing cock, had hopes that I would suck him off next. He was tempting, in a second choice sort of way, but I needed a break. Besides, I didn’t want to be the object of an oral gang-bang.

I retired briefly to a shower, then relaxed in the heated sauna and watched readily as fit, younger Japanese men – many in their 20s and 30s, sat on the stools with their backs to me and bathed themselves. I had to admit this was sensual, and more appealing than I ever imagined.

Later, I adjourned to the communal bedroom on the fourth floor and watched a rough-and-ready American biker-type fuck a younger, slender Japanese twink on a floor-level mattress. The bald American was on his back, with the long-haired Japanese straddling him, impaled on his cock. The bad boy biker used his large hands to maneuver the pretty twink up-and-down on his hard shaft.

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Because I am a passionate belletrist who often prefers the company of books to people, I routinely look at the titles as if evaluating the rare treasures of a scriptorium. The attraction for this asceticism began at an early age, though certainly by 16, when I was introduced to the writings of the Marquis de Sade, Rimbaud and Huysmans, three eminent degenerates.

Based on this initiation, I gladly embraced drink, dissipation and decadence. For years, I permitted myself to be in thrall to unsuitable persons as long as my proclivities were easily gratified. A life of gilded aimlessness defined me perfectly.

A recent role model was the charismatic Yoshi Kawamura, one-time luminary of Tokyo’s sadomasochistic scene. The incomparable roué inspired a private party I hosted for Mrs. Evans, my married British lover. What marked the occasion? It was time to celebrate two months of delicious hedonism, though any excuse was valid.

I’ve always enjoyed an irresistible cocktail of voyeurism and infidelity. Yet it’s not enough to simply misbehave; a certain intense edginess naturally enhances life. For instance, I ordered Mrs. Evans to appear at my apartment near Yebisu Garden Place by 9 p.m., wearing only a Bedford leather mid-thigh car coat and a pair of black satin d’Orsay four-inch stiletto sandals with double crossing ankle-straps.

My lover demonstrated good grace, didn’t ask sassy questions, and only exposed her impeccable ass once or twice to pedestrians as she maneuvered brazenly in-and-out of her taxi. A classic MILF, Mrs. Evans looked sensational for age 40.

After ascending by elevator to my sixth floor apartment, the connoisseur of cock obediently handed me her leather car coat. I kissed Mrs. Evans passionately, and nodded toward an overstuff chair by two windows offering splendid views of the splashy Tokyo nightscape. She acquiesced with her cool, carefree style and sat down, wearing only her fashionable shoes.

With a never diminishing arousal, I readily watched two masculine Japanese rent-boys alternate between filling her pretty mouth with firm cock and stimulating her excited clitoris, while numerous condoms lay ready for use in a Versace ashtray nearby. Mrs. Evans was impossibly sexy.

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24 Kaikan

by Holiday on 07/14/2007

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Typhoon Man-yi hit Okinawa Friday, and may cross Tokyo Bay early Sunday. Many people here stocked up on basic supplies for the impending storm. I reacted to this news by cruising a gay sauna late yesterday afternoon in Shinjuku.

Known as 24 Kaikan, the sauna is in a low-key neighborhood, not far from Takashimaya Times Square, on the east side of the Shinjuku Station in Tokyo, the nation’s busiest commuter station.

My sense of direction in any Tokyo neighborhood is not keen, so I was easily lost. Yet I was sensible and asked a policeman for directions to the gay sauna; not something I’d ever consider in the U.S. Regardless of language barriers, Japanese officials like policemen and train conductors are culturally bound to be of service.

“First traffic light, go right,” the young policeman said, in that quaint, broken-English which can never quite pronounce the letter l. “Next traffic light, go right. Very famous place.”

On my way, I passed the modest Shinjuku Park, where gaijin prostitutes – typically Korean and Filipinos, tried to score with weak-willed salarymen on their way to the after hour bars; and low-life drug dealers offered an overpriced escape for males not interested in Asian pussy. Two policemen stood nearby as symbols of propriety, yet they did nothing to spoil these scenes.

A block away, I found 24 Kaikan, with the entrance on the second floor of a seven story red brick building. Like anywhere in the Far East, one must remove shoes upon entrance to a private setting, even a male whorehouse. In contrast to this classy etiquette, there were vivid posters on the walls of the lobby, depicting attractive young cum-guzzlers, sucking the thick, swollen cocks of slightly older, butch Japanese men.

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Slouching towards Babylon

by Holiday on 07/10/2007

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I wonder how many of us would go down to the crossroads and elect for a life of breathtaking experience and misery rather than mediocrity and comfort.

According to the closeted E.M. Forster, “most of life is so dull that there is nothing to be said about it, and those who talk about it as interesting are obliged to exaggerate, in hopes of justifying their own existence.”

Yet, if you’re an obsessive like me, there is a certain glorious insanity to the roller-coaster of emotions required to make each day worthwhile.

For instance, when I married, I didn’t realize my wife was congenitally unfaithful; it turned out she was omnivorous in her desire to experience the full range of cock. This made life far from ordinary and settled as I traversed the extremes of splendor and strangeness.

Why didn’t I leave my wife? Chief among reasons, I loved her – hopelessly. And, of course, this lewd delinquency actually fueled my desire for her. I was nothing less than an addict who always carved one more fix. My wife knew this and turned up the volume repeatedly.

Aside from being openly cucked, what tormented me more exquisitely was that her boytoys were drawn from among the jeunesse dorée. My 38-year-old wife happily abandoned herself to these transient lovers with enticing blow jobs and precise vaginal expertise.

One specific 24-year-old Eurotrash she fucked in a sleazy seaside motel really sent me off the rails. Although I usually affected an air of world-weary decadence and conveyed a self-conscious passion for Joris-Karl Huysmans, I could also be petulant about my wife’s promiscuity. The fact that her newest lover was half my age distressed me a little.

“Enough with the kvetching, already,” she scolded. “Just because he has a wonderfully thick cock doesn’t mean I’m going to leave you. Stop being such a size queen. Don’t forget, I love you.”

Inflamed because my wife behaved wantonly for a much younger man, I obsessed about how easily he filled her mouth with hot cum.

“Go ahead and kiss me,” she invited. “You know the young man forced me to my knees and made me suck his beautiful cock.”
“Yes, I know.”
“You also know that I pleased him in every way.”
“Why do you give yourself to other men?”

My wife put her arms around my neck and kissed me tenderly. The fresh fragrance of her lover’s spent cock overwhelmed her breath.

“You know why I fuck other men,” she said nonchalantly.
“No, tell me, again.”

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Slut without Apology

by Holiday on 07/07/2007

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I admire people who peel the world with their fingers, like a glowing orange dripping juice. Imagine my delight when Mrs. Evans performed a seductive dance for me to Lou Reed’s ode to sado-masochism.

“Won’t you please treat me like a slut?” my married lover asked, after discarding all clothing.

I mentally fondled the question for a second.

“Yes,” I said, and quickly abandoned my dark blue suit jacket and removed my leather belt.

The inimitable, 40-something British expatriate always made me aroused, regardless of her state of dress. The full-figured brunette had great legs and exuded sex appeal and unpredictability. To me, she was a beauty but I was initially smitten when I talked to her. She possessed an inventive and disordered brilliance that never turned on itself.

I met Mrs. Evans a few months ago at a Tokyo gallery opening on the chic Omotesando Dori, a road in Harajuku often compared to the Champs-Élysées. It was early that evening when I watched her husband plant a platonic kiss on her cheek. “I love you,” he said with the enthusiasm of a departures announcer at Heathrow airport.

As a fugitive from boredom, I knew Mrs. Evans was weary of respectability and welcomed some classy debauchery. Who wants to go through life in marital dishonesty with a scholarly subspecialty in Anais Nin?

My paramour’s wealthy husband was notoriously and fantastically unpleasant. With a heedless wit dipped in vitriol, the porcine man just plain sucked the air out of any party. Considered by many to be a filthy shitweasel, he was often reduced to adolescent self-pity and rapt, neurotic jabber.

At the end of day, after a heroic consumption of whiskey, this fatuous character wheezed on the leather sofa of their ritzy third-floor Hiroo apartment in Shibuya-ku, while zebras leaped across the TV screen.

In Mrs. Evan’s company, my raison d’etre was to excavate the decadent soul that lurked beneath a decorous facade. Her husband made love to her, but I fucked her.

Our private time together was rationed carefully; we wanted to countermand the ennui beyond our closed society. To help set the tone, we listened to jazz from the golden age of brothel music. Her husband had an extensive collection.

“You like it dirty,” I said, as I squeezed her taut nipples.

“Stop teasing,” she said, “and fuck me.”

“You know what must be done first.”

“Yes.”

So my married lover dropped to her knees obediently and performed fellatio before a large exposed window. The chaotic cityscape of Tokyo was compelling; besides, I wanted other degenerates to enjoy our spectacle.

Whether writing, falling in love, or pursuing furtive sex, I like doing it with intensity because I’m always looking for the next hit.

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So far, I have bounced through life like a pinball, occasionally succumbing to uncontrollable debauchery and giving little thought to the future. Yet there are specific people without which my life would be hideously incomplete.

When caroling the praises of a maestro of cock, a lover who is par excellence, a pure artist in the bedroom, adjectives can be flatter than a cartoon cat hitting a wall.

“Glorious” is a term so chronically overused in conjunction with sex that it is in danger of being comprehensively devalued. It should be rationed scrupulously, reserved for the truly sublime rather than being squandered on the merely remarkable. However, there should be no hesitation in using the “G” word for a fitting recipient, and such a person is K.

No man has fucked me so superbly and as exhaustively as K. He always did so while whispering to me in a voice that was steeped as deep in sex as the human voice can go without drowning.

And yet some days I am drowning without his caress, his kiss, his embrace, his intoxicating possession of my body.

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K.: Hello, my dearest man. How are you?

Holiday: Good. Very good, now.

K.: I miss you a lot.

Holiday: Well, I miss you equally. I never thought I’d say this about another man … but, it’s the truth.

K.: I’m really glad knowing that.

Holiday: I love looking at your cock photos.

K.: I saw your sexy image today, and wish I could be with you now. I want to hold you tight, and kiss you all over.

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The subtle scent of First, by Van Cleef and Arpels, dabbed around her delicate pink earlobes and along the exquisite cleavage of her abundant breasts bewitched me every time. That day she stood nude on the earth brown tiles of the bathroom doorway for a moment looking up at the skylight. The faint sound of late afternoon spring rain lulled the senses superbly.

My lover was a short, full-figured woman in her late 30s, with a soft patch of trim blond pubic hair between her thick thighs. Her eyes were a contemplative blue, perhaps because of her Polish antecedents with Litvak and German tendencies thrown in for good measure. As she combed her barely shoulder length hair, the absence of clothing revealed the gradual increase in her middle over a period of years. She was married with two young children, her stomach was soft and she looked like a woman – not a svelte adolescent, and this was thoroughly arousing to me. I couldn’t resist her.

“Mein dahling,” I said.
“For vat poipose de Tchermann, mein Herr?” she smiled.

Before this respite I had kissed and licked her immaculate ass, feasting on the splendor without fatigue. My lover’s husband of a dozen years was revolted by the idea of rimming her – or even performing cunnlingus, for that matter. He actually stayed clear of his wife during her period; that time when a woman craves cock the most.

Yet his loss was my gain, and my indulgent attitude knew no bounds. While I banished all thoughts of her faithful husband, I considered that most evangelic dictum: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.

And my lover did reciprocate by finger-fucking my ass while bestowing her trade mark blow job. She always took special pride in her ability to provoke a lustful orgasm from a man with her luscious mouth.

With each darting thrust of tongue into her ass, my married lover sighed and shook her head approvingly.

“This is heavenly,” she managed, “but, please … take my ass – fuck me hard.”

I used the requisite condom and a slight application of hand lotion to gain access to her tight orifice. She always claimed that she never had anal sex before. Who knows? If so, I’m certain another man has fucked her ass many times since.

After a savage orgasm, I felt bathed in a calm white light.

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As she left the doorway of the bathroom, I noticed her pupils were dilated and her breathing was shallow.

“The lips to my cunt are swollen in anticipation,” she said. “My clit is hard and distended … and I’m wet … so very wet. I need you to fuck me … again.”

And I did. Several times that day.

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Later, after we lost touch, I thought of my married lover each time I passed Joshua Taylor’s in Cambridge. The familiar scent of First, by Van Cleef and Arpels, always evoked her presence and I lived our time together again – if only briefly. Yet I wondered if she had finally left her husband, as she vowed. I wondered about her forays into other fetishes, like BDSM and threesomes. And, I wondered about the success of a Craigslist ad for her interest in bedding other women.

Then the scent changed and I pursued a different direction.

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I started out on burgundy
But soon hit the harder stuff,
Everybody said they’d stand behind me
When the game got rough,
But the joke was on me
There was nobody even there to call my bluff.
- Bob Dylan
Just Like Tom Thumb’s Blues

Since adolescence, I’ve posed as an easy cynic – the obvious refuge of a romantic. While I searched for my great love – the woman who completed me, no one was going to cause any hurt. My mask was solid as I searched for her in St. Louis, Chicago, New York, Manama, Dubai, Athens, Rome, Paris, Wurzburg, Munich, Salzburg, Dublin, Edinburgh, London, and Cambridge.

Of course I have fallen in love before, but then there was Darcy and I no longer had a curriculum vitae worth a damn.

There is that crystal-clear moment when time stops and we realize everything up to this point has been shabby pretense; a third-rate existence, a poor imitation of life.

I went mad for Darcy – a married woman, with children. It still makes no sense, yet I’m no longer a prisoner of reason. Even in bright sunlight, night rolls through my eyes.

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My darling Darcy, I started this email four hours ago. Since then I’ve been completely and frustratingly prevented from writing you.

Last evening I was so hot and so hard when I arrived home – you know what I expected … a sizzling account of your fuck-date with Jordan. You know I love it when you are so verbally explicit with another man – besides your husband … about sucking his cock, about offering him your cunt, even letting him fuck your tight ass. You know what this does to me.

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Last month I took the five hour flight from Tokyo-to-Bangkok and behaved as if I’d had left my past behind on a different planet. At the beginning of the year, I tried to be an upstanding citizen and this led to the hallucination that I could be respectable again.

To be Irishly eloquent, what fucking nonsense.

I can’t forget that I’ve been a habitué of brothels and gay baths, a neglectful husband and father, and that I’m still given to rejoicing in the delights of debauchery with either sex. I love to fuck a woman with the same enthusiasm that I offer my tight, white ass to a certain well-hung black man.

And yes, I can never deny my arousal over being cucked by the woman I love – who I imagine is now lying in a pile of cock somewhere.
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My overpriced taxi arrived at the Presidential Solitaire just past midnight. Located near
Sukhumvit Road, the four-star hotel is popular among expatriates interested in a world of pure desire-on-a-budget. On the way to my sixth floor suite, I shared the elevator with a lecherous, middle-aged Brit and his Bangkok girlfriend. The Thai prostitute was no more than 18, a fawn-like beauty, all legs and pouting innocence.

The young woman inspired instant appreciation just below my waist.

“Listen, mate,” the Brit said, “this isn’t what you think. I don’t pay for me shags.”

This Humbert Humbert spoke with a familiar Finchley cadence that revealed his North London background. Once I had a friend from that part of Barnet Borough.

“Your companion is gorgeous,” I replied. “You’re a lucky Jim.”

The vacuous, over-the-hill degenerate was a thin, gangling sort with deep-set faded blue eyes and tufty gray hair. He had a facial expression pitched somewhere between blank inscrutability and terminal ennui.

We all departed the elevator at the sixth floor.

“Join us for a drink after your luggage arrives,” he insisted in a voice that oozed bonhomie. “We’ll be in room 612, waiting just for you.”

As for the chance encounter with fellow renegades from propriety, I knew meat and drink when I saw it. Immediacy of impact is always an important value for me, and I’ve sought it out in experiences from all periods of my life. So, my appetite for hedonism led me straight for the soiree in less than 10 minutes. Of course, it was quite late and I needed another escapade like Paula Abdul needed another prescription.

Jim answered the door after the first knock. He wore a loose-fitting open white terrycloth robe without the benefit of clothing, and held a full whiskey glass in his left hand. His ample cock was too impatient to ignore. None of this seemed unusual.

“Welcome to Bangkok,” Jim said.

As Jim beckoned me inside the elegant suite, his young female companion stepped from obscure shadow into obvious light. The golden-skinned Oriental was breathtakingly nude.

“You’re a Yank, but not a prude – right?” Jim asked.
“Jesus will punish you,” I replied, “but I’ll gladly stay.”

Jim started to pour me a whiskey.

“Do you like it straight?” he asked.
“I’m not strictly straight,” I replied, “but a CC and 7 is my favorite mix.”

As my host prepared some refreshment, the Thai girl approached audaciously, put one arm around me, and started to unbutton my dark blue Oxford-cloth shirt. She was captivating and I couldn’t keep my hands off her stunning ass.

“Call her Eve, it works for me,” Jim said nonchalantly. “And what about you? What shall we call you?”
“Holiday.”
“Like Doc Holiday?”
“One and the same.”

Jim handed me the whiskey mixed to order as Eve dropped to her knees and unzipped my jeans.

“Did you fly straight from the States?” he asked
“I don’t live in America. Tokyo is home for now.”
“You speak Japanese?”
“Hai. Genki desu ka?”

Eve retrieved my smooth shaven cock from my pants and initiated a long, lingering blow job. For a young woman, she was damn good. I wanted to ask how she acquired her exquisite skill, but some people are born cocksuckers.

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Letter to K.

by Holiday on 06/18/2007

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My dearest K.:

To be honest, I wish I had never left Bahrain at the end of August 2004. I wish I had stayed – because of you. I had the chance to remain in the country, yet I could not sacrifice my family. Since you are also married, with children – I know you understand.

Now nearly three years later, I am still filled with regrets.

Last year, while in England, I became involved with a married woman from Israel. Life is funny, sometimes.

Perhaps I told you this before: we met through my blog of debauched erotica [elegant pornography]. I wrote very explicitly about my sexual experiences. And, what I’d like to do. I was very open about my bisexual nature. I was very open about my experiences with other men – including you – though I never identified you by name. None of this was a problem for my female paramour. Last year, she accepted me without compliant.

The involvement with this married woman was hardly confined to email exchanges and virtual, on-line sex [you know, lewd comments and masturbating nude for me over a web cam – which she did wonderfully so many times ... and with a dildo I bought just for her]. She was originally from London, and visited the city for a week in March, 2006.

Finally, we met and had a heavenly time that week. Once again, I seriously thought of upending my life because of a lover. Yet I could not do this, and my subsequent move to the Tokyo area put an end to such considerations.

We lost touch, which is to be expected when emotions are parched by too many disappointments.

During our involvement, I spoke about you many times. This was no problem for her. In fact, she was happy for me. This is most unusual in a woman, and I valued her even more.

I had to speak to someone about you because … because …. because.

And she told me why.She said, “You fell in love with him; that’s what happened.”

Of course, I denied this – many times. I have had encounters with men, off and on, since I was in my early 20s. The men meant nothing to me. It was just sex … quick sex, and there was nothing else to consider. Besides, I wasn’t gay.

Yet the married woman was absolutely right.

As soon as you and I arrived at my seaside villa from Seef Mall, I knew my life was about to change – and I’d never be the same again. I was so attracted to you … I’ve never been so attracted to another male – never. I had never kissed another male, but I wanted to kiss you badly, passionately, longingly.

How shameless of me; I could not keep my hands off you.

There were so many contrasts: you were black, you were Arab, you were Muslim. It was overwhelming for me. In no time, I had to suck your cock, smell your cock, taste your cock. I was desperate to make you climax with my mouth. I had to run my hands over your ass, feel your skin, feel your muscles. And I so badly wanted you to fuck me. I wanted to give myself to you, to be yours completely. To surrender myself to you. I’ve never wanted a man to fuck me before – never. But I wanted to seduce you, and offer my ass to captivate you.

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Tête-à-Tête

by Holiday on 02/25/2007

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Keynote speaker Haya Shalom held the audience thoroughly spellbound at the symposium of Jewish feminists in Tel Aviv; everyone, that is, except the event organizer.

A genuine social activist with a sterling curriculum vitae, the 36-year-old Hanna Kosinski meant to concentrate on the much anticipated discourse of the high profile guest. Instead she had deliciously risqué thoughts of Sean Murphy, her goyische husband, paramour and muse.

Hanna, like many audience members, racked up significant frequent flyer miles to attend the symposium. More importantly, after months of preparation, she arrived from London several days in advance to finalize all details of Shalom’s much vaunted appearance.

And yet, as the acclaimed feminist gradually spoke, an unpredictable shift captured Hanna’s attention. Sean was lying nude beneath her in the queen-size maple sleigh bed of their Notting Hill flat, with his arms pinned firmly. In the distinctive English morning sun, Hanna appeared as a sex goddess. Sean was entirely at her mercy.

The longing for gratifying sex with Sean was involuntary, a lust as natural as breathing, and in no way did this denigrate the larger reality of the symposium. Equally instinctive was Hanna’s aroused clit.

She gently nuzzled Sean’s nipples, holding his wonderful cock ransom by suspending her hot, wet pussy above the tip, just enough so he could feel her glistening warmth.

Hanna did not allow his throbbing cock any further entrance, withholding her favor for what seemed forever.

“Please, I beg you,” Sean implored. “I need to be inside you.”
“What do you mean?” Hanna teased, allowing her blond hair to fall gently across his face.
“Hanna, I’m so hard. I’ll do anything to have your pussy.”
“Sean, you really must be patient. It’s not good to hurry.”

Hanna withdrew from this arousing position and lowered her body so she could perform dedicated fellatio.

Starting at the tip of Sean’s cock, with feathery licks, and tiny kisses, Hanna took the head in her mouth, just up to the rim, feeling the edge with her teeth – very gently, swirling her tongue around it lightly.

“Oh, my fucking God,” he gasped, as his hips began to twitch in abandonment.

Hanna knew Sean was a recovering Roman Catholic, who only spoke to God during moments of orgasmic crisis. She was only too happy to be the priestess of sensuality; this was part of her Jewish culture – in a way

Slowly, Hanna’s luxuriant mouth closed down on the head of Sean’s sensitive cock, and sucked softly, yet with delightful intensity.

She increased the depth of him in her throat, taking as much of Sean as she could, only to pull back and gently run her warm lapping tongue up his shaft … then down … then up again.

“Oh, Jesus,” he moaned gratefully, already massaging her hair. “Oh, yes.”

Hanna’s fingers curled around Sean’s shaved balls, cupping them within her palm, gently squeezing and caressing them. She felt them rise and could hear him nearing delirium;
this only aroused her even more.

Hanna took Sean as deep into her throat as possible, and sucked him hard. She bit down on his shaft, gently but firmly … not to hurt him … I would never hurt you, baby … but enough to make Sean groan audibly with pleasure.

“Oh, baby. What are you doing to me? This is paradise.”

Hanna released her warm mouth, and then sucked him hard again … released her warm mouth, and then sucked him hard again – repeating the pattern over and over.

Sean’s cock grew more solid and full by the second, as Hanna heard the anticipatory catch in his breath.

Hanna moved back to the head, and sucked hard on it, as she trailed her elegant fingernails up his shaft, and down, tickling Sean to an almost unbearable level.

Hanna’s teeth mirrored her nails, as they dragged softly across the rim of Sean’s rounded head, only to take him in deep again, sucking on his shaft, stimulating his wonderful cock with her mouth to give Sean the exquisite pleasure of her unique talents.

Sean quivered helplessly, and Hanna loved to hear his moans of pleasure increase. She amplified her efforts … taking him deep, sucking hard, returning to the head, stimulating the rim, and back in deep, biting down gently… her hands massaging his balls all the while… taking him back deep into her mouth, sucking him while she teased him with her tongue and she felt him stiffen greatly.

“Oh, please. My darling Hanna … now … must have you … your pussy.”

Sean’s beautiful Jewish princess finally relented, enveloping his throbbing erection deep inside her. Hanna was deliriously impaled on his cock when Shalom’s voiced boomed over the PA system. “..and finally, a big thank you to our organizer, Hanna Kosinski!”

Hanna shook herself from this hedonistic reverie, automatically stood, nodded and promptly resumed her seat, having acknowledged the accolade; this ostensibly to prevent the applause from escalating further, but in reality to continue her salacious musings.

Instantly Hanna’s mind returned to her fantasy: Sean.

Beneath her curvy and voluptuous body, he smiled up at Hanna with his heavenly blue eyes. His solid, powerful member drove deep within her, exciting her beyond all reasonable thought.

Sean massaged Hanna’s enchanting ass as he plunged between her sopping thighs. Gradually he worked his index finger into her anus and stroked this forbidden passage.

The intimacy intoxicated Hanna.

“Oh, Sean. My Sean. What have done to me?”

Ever mindful that she was surrounded by 500 other feminists, Hanna quietly and gently bit her tongue, just enough to keep herself from audibly crying out.

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The 7:20 to Yokohama

by Holiday on 02/23/2007

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I’m on the platform of crowded Shinjuku Station in Tokyo, waiting for the Limited Express to Yokohama, when the 7:20 p.m. train arrives promptly and impatient commuters scurry for available space. A new Haruki Murakami novel in English translation from Kinokuniya Books remains firmly in my grasp. An efficient, uniformed conductor in his mid-30s packs us in tightly before doors shut and the train leaves quickly for the southern suburbs along Tokyo Bay.

Circumstances present a young Japanese woman standing directly before me, facing the door, and there is little room for movement. I’m the sole gaijin (foreigner) in the vicinity, yet no one takes any special notice.

Train etiquette in Japan discourages most social discourse; even cell phone conversations are taboo. I imagine that the faceless woman before me is in her late 20s because of her soft, black hair, and the pleasing scent of Calvin Klein’s Euphoria along her neck and earlobes. She listens to an iPod nano, and wears a short dress at mid-thigh with long high-heeled leather boots. My cock is already hard and this embarrasses me a little.

The woman moves back slightly, right up against my chest and at once endows me with new hope. Lately I’ve nursed the typical heart-ache over a busted affair and I’m still swallowing down my disappointment. Yet my unidentified companion instantly stirs me to persistent arousal. It’s good to be alive, I acknowledge in age-old male fashion.

With discrete audacity I use my free hand to massage the young woman’s derrière and, surprisingly, she offers no resistance. In fact, she is compliant and the absence of panties is apparent with each continuous stroke of my adoring palm. I love this physical trait of a female, yet this young woman’s ass is perhaps without equal. My enchantment is profound.

The crush of people around us is unavoidable as the Limited Express speeds toward Yokohama, zipping past one platform after another of commuters waiting for the local train. As my hand attends to the cleavage of this young woman’s inviting ass, working its way toward her moist labia, I can’t help but recall a snippet of Auden’s As I Walked Out One Evening:
“You shall love your crooked neighbor
With your crooked heart.”

Many British can’t forgive Auden for his defection to America in 1939 – but his gift survives it all.

In this moment I do love my neighbor, and for encouragement she widens her stance by a fraction. The evidence of her approval is clearly on my fingertip. There is nothing as delectable as a wet cunt.

It’s true, I have fingered many women. I have fucked most partners, yet only loved a few. Funny, how I think of only you as I finger this stranger on the train. But, I do. I think of how I love you – still.

Obviously I’m in an Auden mood, and with revision I think:

“You were my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.”

Ten minutes from Shinjuku the conductor announces in English our arrival at Yokohama Station, and the Limited Express glides to a smooth stop. Before the compartment doors spring open, I withdraw my finger reluctantly from this strange young woman. My hand is enveloped in the exquisite smell of her unique femininity. She doesn’t bother to acknowledge me and disappears quickly among the crowd.

None of this means anything. What matters is that I still look for you everywhere I go.

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Stealing Heaven

by Holiday on 02/15/2007

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Perhaps I am a degenerate. Or at least I’m sure most people will tell me I am.

When acted upon, some of my sexual desires take me outside the bounds of respectful behavior. All this I know too well. The shocking thing is that I think of myself as normal.

For years I’ve separated myself in order to live a double life: daytime a devoted husband and father; nighttime a libertine, with values stripped bare of society’s polite veneer.

One self displays a conventional, heterosexual appearance; the other enjoys forbidden sexual excitement, often with a male. Somehow the conservative and the seditious live together simultaneously.

To some people, my notion of identity is slippery. Yet I’ve tried to create interesting explanations to rationalize the ambiguities.

Hanna Kosinski is one of the few people aware of the rich contradictions of my life.

Hanna knows I can be stirred to cheap sentiment when Julie Andrews runs pell-mell over the Alps (without proper mountain clothing), warbling the theme to The Sound of Music. She also knows I can be highly aroused when the elegant Catherine Deneuve is stripped, flogged and ravished on orders of her husband in Buñuel’s Belle de Jour.

Hanna knows I have an enduring reverence for the language of F. Scott Fitzgerald and the artistry of Vladimir Nabokov. She also knows I love the decadence of Joris-Karl Huysmans and the eroticism of Pauline Reage (Story of O).

Hanna knows I am a regular citizen, without the defects of an extra chromosome. She also knows I can be hypnotized by sensuality with either gender.

Hanna knows marriage is important to me, and yet my sexual proclivities do not threaten her.

Hanna knows my Irish background provokes the most abiding compulsion of all: to write.

This is pretty remarkable for a well-traveled Jewish woman from an Orthodox background.

Hanna Kosinksi. Han-na. Kos-in-ski.

She is, for starters:
intelligent
Jewish
artistic
well-read
vivacious
sexy
sexual
full-figured
sensual
erotic
tolerant
bi-lingual
of Eastern European descent.

“But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you.”

Knowing Hanna is like stealing heaven.

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Early in the evening Jesus Castillo noticed me and my wife at the outdoor café on the main plaza of San Miguel de Allende. He was the stranger from the swimming pool at Hotel Quinta Loreto. An attractive man in his early 30s, attired in a white polo shirt and matching white summer slacks, he smiled easily.

“May I join you?” he asked.

The Mexican sky already had a yellowish tinge, like cheap paper darkening in the fading sunlight.

Allegedly, Jesus was a consultant from Corpus Christi on vacation in San Miguel. We engaged in other small talk.

Yet there was no possibility of ignoring our earlier encounter.

“I enjoyed myself very much last night,” Jesus said. “I hope you both found the evening memorable.”

I knew my wife was attracted to Jesus, and would readily submit to his masculine charms again. I loved watching her act like a slut with him. I loved the way he dominated her and spoke coarsely to her.

What I couldn’t admit was my own attraction to him.

“Why don’t we meet again tonight?” Jesus proposed. “There’s no reason we should deceive ourselves about formalities, don’t you agree?”

This direct approach was appealing. He was right, of course. After our scandalous encounter by the pool, there was no excuse for inhibitions.

Skillfully, Jesus guided my hand into his lap. I tried to resist, but his hold was very firm. My fingers touched his open fly, and he directed me further into his pants. I touched his rigid erection through his very damp briefs. Reaching further, I found the head of his swollen cock.

My wife knew right away what Jesus compelled me to do under the table. She was scarcely surprised, and enjoyed a small glass of vino blanco.

I began to stroke his thick erection with genuine enthusiasm.

Sitting at that sidewalk cafe in the evening was like being in Fellini’s La Dolca Vita – within minutes, an assortment of vendors, beggars, panhandlers, cripples and people with appalling deformities, paraded by our table. Of course the circus freak candidates also paid us a visit: the midget shoeshine boy and the blind accordionist.

Then, after a series of very slight jerks, Jesus quietly had an orgasm, his warm juices soaking through his briefs, and all over my fingers.

When he finished, I slipped my hand out of his pants and wiped it off on my napkin. Jesus got his zipper back up just moments before the waiter showed up with the check, which he insisted on paying.

Afterward the three of us walked around the plaza, enjoying the warm night air of central Mexico, before heading back to our hotel.

We had barely stepped into our modest room, before the hand of Jesus was up under my wife’s skirt, and it didn’t take any imagination to know what he was doing.

Jesus quickly pushed her dress up around her waist, and her panties down from her hips, pulling them over her legs and off, throwing them to the floor beside the bed. She allowed herself to be manipulated like a puppet.

“Wet already?” Jesus asked, feeling his cock stiffen.

My wife responded with a series of delightful moans.

Continued.

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Q and A with the Wife

by Holiday on 01/19/2007

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As an expatriate, I’m accustomed to hotel hopping and living out of a suitcase. There have been numerous times, too – when my wife and I have found ourselves on different continents, separated for a few weeks … even a few months.

Even though we’ve been married quite a long time, and know each other reasonably well – it can be fun and provocative to ask each other impertinent questions about our sexual history.

My journalism background makes it natural for me to ask my wife the questions – not to mention I am a pervert, anyway.

The questions:

Q: How many different partners have you had sex with?
A: Nine men – two have shared the experience with me and you at the same time.

Q: Have you ever thought of having sex with a non-Caucasian man?
A: Only if I can do it in front of you

Q: What is the size of the biggest cock you have fucked?
A: This man was hung like I couldn’t believe. I had never seen a cock this big, let
alone put it in my mouth,. But of course I did wrap my lips around it and suck it
until he couldn’t take it any more and then of course he had to fuck me. He was
really more than I could handle. I would estimate (from my rusty memory) that he
was at least 10 inches long and hard.

Q: Who had the biggest cock you fucked? Be completely honest.
A: The man from the previous question – his name was Mark.

Q: Do you enjoy performing fellatio?
A: I love to start with a very soft cock, put the entire member in my mouth and suck it
hard. I really like to nibble on a man’s cock until he can no longer stand the painful
pleasure. The only problem with this act is that it makes my pussy want to be
fucked so bad that I have to stop so I can put out my own fire.

Q: What size is the biggest cock you have sucked?
A: The good old (actually he was young) cock from the earlier question – Mark.

Q: Do you derive any gratification when your male partner withdraws from your
mouth or pussy and cums on your chest or your back?
A: Especially so if he will rub his cum into my skin with a nice massage.

Q: Do you enjoy having a man perform cunnilingus?
A: Yes, especially if he brings me off.

Q: How many men have performed cunnilingus on you?
A: Seven, if memory serves me well

Q: Which partner for cunnilingus was the most satisfying?
A: This one is a little harder to answer. There was one person who could bring me off
every time this way, although other forms of sex with him were not as satisfying.

Q: Do you enjoy having analingus performed on you?
A: YES, YES,YES,YES,YES,YES,YES.

Q: How many men have performed analingus on you?
A: Only you, and you do it very well – and I love it; actually thinking about it makes
me want a cigarette. I wonder why??????

Q: How many men have you had anal sex with?
A: Two.

Q: Who were your partners? Be honest.
A: Don and you.

Q: What are the maximum number of orgasms you’ve achieved in one night?
A: Three, maybe four.

Q: Have you ever seduced someone younger than you?
A: Mark was younger than me.

Q: Have you ever considered having sex with a woman? If so, what role would you
assume: passive or aggressive?
A: I would love to do that to torment you, I could have her, but you could not. I
would really like to go all the way with that experience, I can’t say I would be the
passive or aggressive person, I think I would just like to explore her entire body
and help each other get off.

Q: Would you consider restraining me, while you had sex with your lover in front of
me?
A: YES, YES, YES, YES, YES, YES,YES. . . . . . . . . . That thought makes me really
hot.

Q: What is the most scandalous sexual activity you have enjoyed so far?
A: Our threesome with your friend, X. I loved being fucked in front of you. Of course
there have been other great times, pulling over on the side of the road, because we
just couldn’t wait anymore. Blowing you while you drove down the highway ….

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